For the Someone if she's out there...

Hey All,

It’s a Saturday night.. I’ve been pretty upset about a few things so I decided to let it all out by blogging.. anyway Ho Mei Ling(<- Makes Me smile) wants to read right?!.. haha=)

Here Goes..

My morning so filled with aspirations, dubbed by troublesome rings of the phone. If my world was perfect, wouldn’t it be better? If you think I’ve come with no troubles, I beg of you, think again! My meaning in life is directed to him.. I fear no evil no doubt, but I fear this sadness. I pray him take it away now?! Its so frustrating having to think of so much sorrow and so much anguish. Tolerance maybe the key no doubt, but sometimes patience’s strings snaps, and out flow gates of wide vicious anger, sometimes accompanied with the tint of stupidity. Lies cover up, but some, most of it minor thou.

I never want to lie ever again. I’m putting this down… so as to make to a promise to everyone around me that I will not lie no more, not that I’ve been lying, but being in a cocoon of sin, just isn’t my cup of tea! *obviously*.

I pray of God to have me taken home. No doubt there would be some that I would dearly miss, some that I might truly love, some that I would give my life for. If not I pray for him to give me someone to share thoughts with, someone I could hug and hold, whisper in her ear telling her how beautiful despite my mood, kiss her on her forehead and tell her that everything would be alright even if they aren’t, hold her hand and tell her I’ll be here with her, give her flowers unexpectedly, treasure her till there’s no tomorrow, promise her something and mean it; keep it, bring a smile to her face wherever, whenever, forever, giving her assurance even if it meant my life to her, feed her when she’s unwell, secretly pray for her every night before I get to sleep, reading a book to her if she wants, letting her win even thou I’m the game-on person!, peel her prawns!!!*corny, but I’ll do it!*, tap her on the nose and tell her she looks utmost adorable, go all the way to get something that she says she wants but never needs, buy her a hundred measuring tapes to whisper to her in her ear telling her I love her, so much.

Perhaps I haven found real love, perhaps I’m not even ready for one yet, its sad to think so but it’s a matter of time. Having the phobia of the relationship not going to last, is really something to be afraid of. But I’m sure he’ll provide.

My sis asked me today, why I don have the guts to stay out so late, and accused me for not being the late staying sort of person. I told her, its not that I don wanna stay out late, its cause dad gave a curfew that before 12am you have to be home. Its actually not being afraid of my parents, but it’s just respect, and if you can’t even follow this one simple rule of coming back earlier than 12am, what better are you than a stray?, perhaps I may not be able to talk you around, but maybe life might show you the harsh reality of it, it may also show you the pleasantries of life. Perhaps my words speak of harshness, of being the law-by-law person. But doesn’t it make you a better person if you actually follow the rules and not get yourself hurt in the process.
There are two types of people I respect in this world. The giving it all ones and the courages ones. These two groups of people make the world a better place to live in. Thank God for making these people. God I, Ken, pray that you would help me to live life to my fullest and for him.

Quotes for you (Ho Mei Ling too)..

"He who does not have the courage to speak up for his rights cannot earn the respect of others."--Ren G. Torres

Wisdom is supreme; therefore make a full effort to get wisdom. Esteem her and she will exalt your; embrace her and she will honor you."--Proverbs 4:7-8

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

!~+For The New Era+~!

EraHEY

Its been a really long time since I last entered an entry into this faithful blog of mine!haha! why faithful?.. cause it has been waiting for me to put down some memories into it=).

So I’ll Begin…

Many many things have happened recently, well I’ll start by talking about my exams. It has been good, no failing subs and I passed my AAA..YAY! actually I really wanna thank God for helping me, he has really been patient with me and gracious.=)

FYI- AAA=Accounting Applications and Analysis

So, then lets talk about Christmas.. ah.. Christmas the time of the year when people give and receive presents. Did u guys receive any? Or give any?.. The bible says it is better to give than receive?! Alright!~ I got a few things for Christmas.. say..er.. two burberry shirts excellent a pair of japan edition timberland shoes and a wonderful memorable trip to Japan. Oh yes, and from one of my brothers Kenneth(tall), a photo frame.. but its not empty! This is the first time I received a photo frame that’s not empty.. YAY!

New Year.. lets talk about it!, I did little but I’m sure many of you did many many stuff?.. Mine was spent in the hotel room in Japan, its saddening but its true.. hahaha.. the most rewarding thing about this trip to Japan was the girls!.. Hear ye! hear ye! People~ if you ever want a pretty girlfriend or perhaps a pretty wife, go live in Japan and marry one bring her back to Singapore. Once u marry them they’ll really treat you like a king.. trust me, I mean not that I have tried or anything..haha.. but they are much like Korean girls they literally live to serve their husbands, and you know the males in that country are either chauvinist or just plain domination. If all the Japanese girls were to be in Singapore., Singaporean men won’t even have affairs anymore, the girls on the other hand would be treated like gems, literally gems. If I did marry one, actually if I marry any girl, I would treat her to the utmost best. 30 years.. 40 years.. 50 years into the marriage I would treat her as romantic I was when I first met her.. yep yep! This I’m certain.

School just started, and I lost my itouch.. but whoever took it God bless you..=) I may feel sad but I’ve learnt a very important lesson here.. never have any other idols in your life. Idols can mean anything.. be it your computer be it your watch.. be it even your itouch!.. anything that you put first instead of God. A God did say in his bible, Thou Shall Have No Other gods Before me. Notice that I put the gods not as a capital letter. The word gods means they have no authority over my life, when I say God, it means my Lord Jesus, savior and father to me..

Quote of the day..

To live content with small means; to seek elegance rather than luxury, and refinement rather than fashion; to be worthy, not respectable, and wealthy, not rich; to study hard, think quietly, talk gently, act frankly; to listen to stars and birds, to babes and sages, with open heart; to bear all cheerfully, do all bravely, await occasions, hurry never. In a word, to let the spiritual, unbidden and unconscious, grow up through the common. This is to be my symphony."

William Henry Channing, 1810-1884
American Chaplain

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)