I+s Day 10

Back to write..

Sunday.. The day of rest.. but I don’t seem to be getting any.. =(… anyway.. anybody out there know what a spiritual burnout is?.. Please post it in the comments section.. THANK YOU..=D..

To be honest… I don’t have… seriously don’t have any inspiration or mood to write one bit of this post today.. but I’ll try my best..=)..

The thing I wanna tell Yunita.. if she EVER reads this.. would be…

“ I Wish You were Stupid!”

Ya’ll out there must be wondering if I’m stupid or just being a jerk off.. but.. OH YEA… for your info.. Yunita’s my ex-girlfriend * WA… recently a lot of ex-girlfriend… ex-girlfriend stuff*..LOL.. okok. Why do I say that.. I was bathing just now and I was wondering what.. WHAT would actually be the sweetest thing to say to your ex-girlfriend.. and that would be THAT above..

So the conversation will go like this… *listen and learn*

Ken: “ Yun, I wish you were stupid”
Yun: “ Why?”
Ken: “Then you can come back to me, even I’ve done you wrong!”
Yun: “…”
Ken: “So I can love you once again.. Properly.. this time..~”

NOW ladies and gentlemen.. isn’t that sweet?... Why not guys out there… GO ahead and try… since shes ALREADY your EX-GIRLFRIEND… It Doesn’t really matter does it?..
Maybe add in something else.. Your own touch of being romantic to your partner would help…

For example..: If it was me.. I would say.. “I HAD a brain of a 5 year old then.. and now I’m all grown up.. so if you would just let this stupid grown boy love you once more..”

AND…

Seal it off with.. I love You

I’ve never ever regretted loving her… I only regretted not loving her enough.. not giving everything… not giving lee-way to the relationship.. In which I should… but she has found her happiness already.. May God Bless Her, In her life.. relationship.. and everything she does.. =)

Well.. Phobe’s sick.. so I think I better message her… although its quite late..haha… but the thought counts..=).. so OF COURSE I’ll do it..=)…

P.S. God WILL make a way...=)

Cares, Fairs, Rares
(The first two have meaning.. the last one thou.. abit misleading.. HEY IT RHYMES!!!~)

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 9

hEY..=)

Saturday…+).. its been the greatest.. but I’ve gotta do some amendments in my life.. ASAP..

FYI

ASAP- As Soon As Possible

So anyway.. amendments.. yes yes.. well I think I basically am quite a sluggish person.. I dunno if u people out there feel so… but I think it as that way.. and I’m quite upset about it.. So I’ll pray for a drastic change in my life.. making myself successful… I told my dad something shocking today.. after hearing to the message just now in church by this lady who was giving a testimonial, Miss Tracy something.. hahaha.. not really that good at remembering people’s surnames..=).. remember the second post I put.. Janell *SOMETHING* I edited already.. hAhahA… speaking about nell..=).. hEHehe…*EVIL GRIN* She made me smile this morning..=).. She said.. “poy poy, have a nice day” first time she said something nice to me.. I hope she gets a Good Night’s sleep.. cause she’s been late for class… she even called herself late-er not Jing-er.. LMAO.. okok anyways…

So It was my turn to serve this week in the MS..

FYI

MS – Miracle Service

To be honest I hadn’t… actually practice.. but I’ll always make it happen… because.. My Father the one in heaven.. always aids me.. whenever I’m in need..=).. love him so much.. * Sorry Wei, for not practicing* so anyway.. I went for practice which was SUPPOSED to be at 2.45 but I reached there at 3.15 I think.. *sigh* FATHER who art in heaven.. help me be early..=.. so anyway… practice was abit empty but then it was ok soon enough.. as said in my earlier sentence..=D.. SO SO.. I went to have dinner with Wei at the kopitiam opposite the church.. I had economic rice… as usual.. hahaHA.. and Wei had curry chiken rice… looks DAMN delicious thou.. hahahA… I’d love to try it next time.. Surprisingly seriously… I saw my ex-girlfriend’s mom.. She smiled at me.. I abit stunned la… but I smiled back of course… basic courtesy of a gentlemen.. hahahA * CHeh.. like real har*.. hahaha.. okok.. so then.. to be honest.. I really wanna see my x-girlfriend again.. I mean I wanna ask her how is she and stuff and I wanan explain why I busted her * ladies and gentlemen when I mean busted it means that I stood her up on a date* it’s a private reason so I shan’t blog it here.. but I really find the need to tell her.. not to get her back.. but so to be friends with her again… u know.. to be a good girlfriend/boyfriend.. I believe that when ending a relationship… the best way and the most generous way to end a relationship is to be friends finally.. boys and girls that takes a lot alot of freaking skill..=) Recall how many times u actually can be friends with ur ex-girlfriend/boyfriend… I believe its ¼ times.. so anyway.. I saw her when I was on stage.. I wanted to wave… but.. sigh.. I can’t do it.. or else Wei will ask me what the hell am I doing.. hahAhA… can u imagine the embarrassment that will affect me..lol.. she kept looking at me… as if she got the wrong person.. or she wants to believe it’s another person.. hmmm… I feel so strange.. there before me… a girl whom I once loved.. also a girl that once shared a kiss with me.. it was so loving.. the way she kisses.. melts everything and anything.. Her name’s Santiago Madelyne.. although she has some wrong doings.. but I believe its in the pass.. *I’ve told some of you what she has done already*..

Alright… I’ll continue tommrrow… cause I have to get to bed and serve the next morning.. haha..=D…


Clears, Hears, Years.. senseless

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 8

mMMmmmm… MMmmm.. MMMMM… hahAHA

It’s a Friday… TGIF…

FYR..

TGIF – Thank God Its Friday

I’ve heard once that.. I mean on a message, but I forgotten about it.. Christians shouldn’t Thank God its FRIDAY.. We Christians should thank God… EVERY other single day… Be it MONDAY… or any other day LA.. hahaha.. Actually we should thank God for everything.. I’ve heard Pastor Joel Osteen preach.. and he says… THANK GOD even when you’re tired.. cause that will mean that you can have a GREAT night’s sleep…Pastor Joel’s preaching is WAY WAY encouraging and in a way comforting.. OF COURSE all these comes from the Boss himself… GOD..+).. I believe having to talk to thousands of people and shower God’s Blessing upon them is such an Amazing and Beautiful thing…

But my message to those who cannot see God- Believe he is always there… CAUSE… hE ALWAYS IS there.. with you when you’re down.. UP.. upside down.. the other way.. or whatever.. He’ll be there for you in time of need.. discomfort.. laughter.. joy.. even when you’re furious.. he’ll be there whispering in that small small voice.. saying such claming words that it brings music to our ears..

The Reason why I’m blogging about God today is because.. I Just wanna thank him for doing such wondering things in my life.. such as..
1) giving me a GREAT family
2) Giving me excellent friends ( the best I can hope for)
3) Giving me support in everything I do
4) Helping me in every step of my academic path
5) Comforting me even though I sometimes scold him.. * I repent*
6) Giving me EXCELLENT… EH… no no… PERFECT drum skills
7) Giving me crazy bandmates..
8) Giving me motivation
9) Giving me wisdom (I usually need this most of the time)
10) Blessing and showering me with wonderful gifts
11) Blessing me with GREAT… seriously.. GREAT ex-girlfriends…=)
12) Giving me the sense of humor
13) Giving me height…+D
14) Giving me strength
15) Giving me the peace in my heart/mind/body
16) ETC…

See… these are like only a few of what I can think off… but I’m sure he has blessed me with many many MANY things in life…

A Prayer…

Lord Bless those who curse me,
For vengeance is yours, O lord God of Israel,
Let your might be,
Show the people that you’re real,
Shalom My friends;

You are GREAT, O Creator of Man,
Let us walk in your righteousness,
Let US, make a STAND,
For by God’s Grace we CAN,
Shalom My Friends;

Alpha and Omega
Beginning till the end,
Eternal and Holy,
Are you to Man,
Shalom My Friends;

Let us all pray for those,
Who bare clenched fist
Our God; highest of post,
Never shall his Glory cease,
Shalom My Friends;

Our daily needs we pray,
Lives are changed; hearts are mended
God’s Glorious Rays,
Peace in our hearts Ascended,
Shalom My Friends.
Shalom.

Quote Of the Day~

I believe God is managing affairs and that He doesn't need any advice from me. With God in charge, I believe everything will work out for the best in the end. So what is there to worry about.

Henry Ford (1863-1947)

P.S.- Have Great faith in God, For only he can help you solve anything.. and everything..=)

Fears, Beers, Jeers… no more

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 7

Hey HO!.. hahaha

mmmmm… It’s a Friday night… and I didn’t go out for a movie- its freaking saddening.. I’ll tell u the story… at first it was a family night kinda thing… so we went for movies every Friday… THEN.. it became.. like er.. Me and Yong.. and then Me and David… then now… its occasional movie watching… I HATE IT… I wanna watch moviessssss… ok * Random Emos*

SO TodAY… was a fine weathered day… woke up at 7.. *Bloody School*.. from 8am to 10am… CAN U BELIEVE IT!?.. LOL… I felt my hand and fingers were very very sore from the training ytd at CDANS Starbowl… *Pants*.. anyway.. SO I got to class.. and everyone were in their groups la… sian man.. we were to discuss about some Anger Management thing… hahaha… I’m the one tht contributed the most… then my team mates were like… “URH!.. do u get angry all the time??”… I said.. NopE…=)… and gave them the smile tht they’ll never forget… a sinister one… *grins*..SO SO.. I finished lessons and got into the crowded lift.. I think I was the cause for the lift being so crowded.. oops..=).. sry girls.. hAHahA…=D… then just JUSt when I was about to flag for the cab.. Justina*Classmate of mine* ask me wanna go have breakfast at KAP..

FYI ( For your Information)

KAP- We Ngee Ann Students call it a short form for King Albert Park Macdonalds.. although u dun see the macdonalds..haHAHA… sO SO so..

Back to where I was.. but I rejected.. I had to go golfing… *dReAms*..hAHaha.. and I went to do some golfing… and came back with a back ache.. hAhAhAHA… stupid like hell..+).. Then I took a nap at home.. was really really darn tired.. cause of all the bowling and studying and golfing… wa exhausted man… like totally ironed Out…lol..

Then I had to Transcribe the songs for tonight’s service REAchlIGHT…hAHAHA… lucky not RiDgeliGHt… hAHAhA.. the songs interesting… really interesting… so well.. I got there early.. NOT.. hahaha..those who know me… knows that I’m always late… BUT BUT… I’m correcting the habit.. really… cause I’m sicka dn tired of dad nagging at me that I’m always late for this and that… and THIS… and THAT… and.. OKok hahaha… I’ll stop… SOsososososososos…. After the service… This is what I got from Phoebe.. hahahA… Everytime she touches me.. *my heart* with her sweet messages.. LOL… okok here goes

Phobe:

Oh.. Btw, nice work today :)
Haha everyone was telling me
e new drummer super zai, Lol
doing Chinese svc band proud!
=p n more impt, God.
Goodnight

She’s the really Godly type of person… seriously… I admire tht.. really *respect* listen… how many of us can actually put God first in our lives… let alone our parents.. I BET some of u puts God last in ur life.. which is totally wrong la… So try and correct it… Give God Priority.. and he shall favor you..+)

Anyway.. Nell threatened me for the blog add… finally gave to her la… its gave IN TO her.. hAhahaha

QUOTE OF THE DAY…

A clever man commits no minor blunders.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (1749-1832)


Clears, Sears, Sheers * I dun understand.. neither shd u try…=)*

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)